Saturday, April 9, 2011

One

Two out of three eggs thawed, and one fertilized for sure. Maybe a second one did, but he said it is not showing clear signs of fertilization.

One.

I am trying not to be disappointed. I am trying to hold out hope that 'it only takes one,' and that God can do miracles with only one embryo. But it is hard.

I'm feeling low today. Praying for my one. Hoping we make it to transfer and that it doesn't arrest before Monday. But if it's not going to result in a pregnancy, anyway, perhaps that would be God's mercy on us to not have to go through a two week wait.

21 comments:

Ami said...

I am praying hard for you today Hillary. And for that little embryo. I hope you find peace and serenity during these next few days.

tanyaslifejourney said...

Praying for you. God is in control and knows the future...and it's gonna be good...whatever He has planned. (((HUGS)))

Kelli said...

I had a post with the same title once upon a time...

One is a hard number to accept, but "it only takes one" really is true. Praying that one is your one. Love you.

Mommy-In-Waiting said...

Praying that this is your one.

Kakunaa said...

Praying this is it, love!

Michele said...

hugs and prayers...

Meg said...

Psalm 71:16-17, 19-21

"I will come and proclaim your mighty acts, O Sovereign Lord;
I will proclaim your righteousness, yours alone.
Since my youth, O God, you have taught me, and to this day I declare your marvelous deeds.
Your righteousness reaches to the skies, O God, you who have done great things. Who, O God, is like you?
Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up.
You will increase my honor and comfort me once again."

What a mighty and marvelous God we serve who creates life. I'm so thankful for this miracle!

Mellow said...

Prayers and Hugs. Thinking of you.

Rosie said...

You are right....all you need is one. This perfect one. Don't give up hope. You promised yourself this last try and then you would move on. You truly never know what the future will bring. I'm praying for you and your perfect fertilized egg. Stay Strong!!!

Stephanie said...

I've been following you blog for awhile, but never commented. I have really appreciated how your faith and desire to be in God's will comes out in your writing and that even though the journey you are on is so difficult, you still keep trusting in Him. Your blog has encouraged me many times when I was feeling particularly low. I just wanted you to know that I'm praying for you at this time and that God gives you the peace and reassurance you need at this time.

jeanna said...

thinking of you and you one, many prayers and hugs.

Lindsey said...

Praying that it will be the one! And that God will surround you with His love no matter what the outcome.

Melissa G said...

Praying hard for you and your little one. You both deserve a long life together.

MyTwoLines said...

I know how hard it is so hear less than perfect news, but let us hold onto hope for you. Hang in there sweetie.

RMCarter said...

Constant prayers being said over here.

A said...

Hillary, I just came back from out of town. Praying for you as always- please keep us posted and know we are lifting you up (HUG)

Leah said...

Thinking and praying for you Hillary.

sara said...

praying for you sweet friend...think of you often and pray for you everytime.much love from around the world;)

ceecee867 said...

Thoughts and prayers.... May God's will be done :)

Craig DeBell said...

sigh....i am praying, but man I am so frustrated for you! I know God can work miracles and I am going to believe He WILL, but I also know how discouraged you must feel. I will NOT stop praying!

ceecee867 said...

Please check out the blog site Nothing in the Oven.... on her IVF they implanted 2 B grades....and she is to deliver in July !!!